Robots :D

2010-05-12T15:52:00.000+08:00

& to my WonderWoman,
Happy 46th Birthday.

I love You, Mummy.

2010-05-12T15:49:00.002+08:00

He's Aidil Jufri.
He's competing in Anugerah Skrin

& he needs your VOTE!

DO VOTE, THANKS!

via SMS : ANU 2 (send to : 73388)
via Call : 1900-112-77-02

THANKS FELLA!

\m/

2010-05-02T20:58:00.002+08:00

i've made up tumblr.
(Y)

however, I'll still use my blogger.
for awhile. will delete soon.
But, I'll miss it. How? o.O

www.wearyour-heart.tumblr.com

2010-05-02T19:35:00.001+08:00

Should I make a tumblr?

But not most of my friends have it.

Right?

2010-05-02T19:23:00.003+08:00

See my robots?
Don't think that I made them like
my cousin thought. HAHA!
I DON'T MAKE THEM!!!!

I love it.
I love Robots.
By now, I'm sure you readers
know it right? ^^

Anyway, I miss my Wall-E watch.
:'(

Spend the whole day at home.
Tuition was cancelled last minute.
(Y) actually. HAHAHA!

Then in the evening,
accompanied aunt to get some stuffs
for yayi and went to the macdonalds.
(Y)

Chatting with Erawrszx now.
& she drew this. *hearts*

Sweeeeeeeeet~

2010-04-29T19:10:00.001+08:00

i feel like diverting my blog to tumblr.

but how?! i'm not use to tumblr.

wtf. but its cool. tell me.

tell me. what should i do?

2010-04-29T18:54:00.002+08:00

I miss my straight hair.

(!!) HAHAHA!

Okay, I skipped school again today.

Hidayati asked me why. & I can't be bothered

to reply. Idk why. Sorry.

Spent an hour or two at East Coast Park

yesterday with Family to celebrate our OLD

brother, who is NOT a teenager anymore, birthday.

He's 20! HAHAHA.

ok, sorry abang.

So, have our supper there.

Ate satay and our fried mee. HAHA!

a heavy supper. HAHAHA!

sumpah aku tak penah denga gitu.

After having our tummy bloated with foods,

walked by the sea and saw some sandcastles.

Settled down there and took some pictures.

A fun day, indeed.

Reached home close to 2 in the morning.

& sleeeeeeeeep. Thought of going to school

if I managed to wake up but mummy doesn't

wake me up as usual.

pfft. :/

Two days of skipping school in a week.

(Y) Never done that. Skipped school without

any valid reason. (N)

Anyway, Happy Birthday to brother.

Again. ^^v

& Erawrsxz, please cheer up! :(

2010-04-28T21:51:00.002+08:00

Okay, thats my brother.

Who loves to sing, act, and irritates people.

^^v

I believe, when he reads this,

it will be on the 29th. (Y)

I wanna wish him,

Happy 20th Birthday!

kau dah tue, abang!

Today, its the end of your teenage life.

Too bad. ^^v

May you succeed in life,

and please. Don't be one of the lazybums.

Thank You, I Love You.

& not forgetting, Atiqah.

HAPPY 17th Birthday ! :)

2010-04-27T17:53:00.002+08:00

Rafeedah. Thats her.

The girl who cheers me up, motivate me,

never gives up to make me happy everytime,

and lastly, make me laugh as mad as her.

She is always there for me.

& not forgetting today, eventho I was absent

from school. (Y)

My backaches since yesterday morning and

it still hurts now. As early as I woke up, when I

was doing my art, she texted me, telling me that

she wants to meet me up and slack around

since she wanted to buy herself a cup of bubbletea.

Met her at the shop and slack around till

mummy told both of us to went up and slack in

the house instead.

We were searching high and low for Indonesia

Ghost story til I have a brilliant idea which is to

google it. & we found, "Paku Kuntilanak".

Watched, and while we were watching..

Some funny conversation came up without me

realising.

AidilJ : Mir, what movie is that?
Me : Puki Kuntilanak.
AidilJ : Huh? What?!
Me : PUKI KUNTILANAAAAK!
& dad was right behind me and Abang was
staring at me.
Then I just realised what I said and act as if
I did not say anything wrong.
Me : Paku Kuntilanak laaaa!
AidilJ : I thought I heard it wrongly.
I looked away and Feedah was giggling all the way.

2010-04-26T18:20:00.002+08:00

That's Erawrsxz.

The girl i have been mentioning

this few days. (Y)

Eventho we have not met each other

before, we have those common things

in our mind. I mean, who doesn't?

Girls have the same feelings, & they

understand each other, right? -.-

So, we have been sharing secrets, and even

our darkest secret. I am sorry but NOT even

my closest friend know about this. :/

For now, I trust her a lot and that does not mean

I did not trust my best friends and the others whom

I know way before I know Erawrsxz but I think,

some of us are getting far apart and I do not know if

its going to stay this way.

Not just because of that but also because some are too

innocent or too nice to know about it, and tell me how am

I suppose to tell 'em? Not my fault rightttt? (Y)

okay, so, I appreciate whenever Erawrsxz is here

wimme. Thanks bbe. I love You. ^^v

One of my hamster died yesterday. No, I mean,

last two days. I think. Then, today, gramps called me from

the kitchen to refill the food for them, and we found out

that one of them could not open it's eyes.

One word, Pity. :(

However, My first hamster, Mobo, is still healthy

as ever. (Y)(Y)

muahmuah. I love Erawrsxz. I love Mobo.

I love my Friends too. *hearts*

2010-04-24T21:34:00.002+08:00

I miss my senget fringe.

:( (refer: picture above)

Life is life.

I'm fatigue. Stayed up to 3 in the morn

yesterday since I need to get my draft done.

& I'm going to stay up late again tonight.

Another draft, or two, and I'm going to revise

for English Paper on Monday.

Yes, MYE is near.

I mean, veh veh near. :/

I wanted so much to pass for my MYE

but I know, I'll flunk with flying colours.

I really mean it.

Maths and Malay mock test.

Maths was a disaster.

How can I forget whats bisector?!

I'm veh angry to myself. Like seriously.

& Malay Mock Exam was okay to me.

Just hoping for the best.

(Y)

SCIENCE!

FAT HOPE. veh veh veh FAT!

-.-

Supposingly, I need to join family on

Tuesday to Mediacorp but I have Exam

on the next day.

I'm sorry, Abang.

Currently, i'm facing a minor problem.

I mean, about friends.

Both parties are my friend, & one of 'em needs my

help about the another party.

However, I felt guilty about it.

Am still asking Dee for suggestion.

One word, its onerous.

Today, I went to watch Netball match

at Jurong East Swimming Complex but sadly,

after a few minutes, we got to go.

Some personal problems. So yeahh..

& I watched Dayah's video.

She sang, & OMG! Her voice, super cute

please, thankyou. HAHAHA!

^^,

& Oh yaaa!

before I forget, I have a new friend.

(!!!)

Erawrsxz, People!

i love Erawrsxz, i love Erawrxz (Y) (Y)

2010-04-20T18:16:00.003+08:00

Life is unfair. Never I wish to continue my life.
Seriously. I want to commit suicide if I could.
It is an onerous to actually accept what is happening
in my life and forgetting people who made a hard
impact in my life.

When I started to appreciate them, or even love
them, they will start their shit towards me.

Whats all this?
I don't get it. Maybe, its Karma.

I don't want to talk about it.
:/

k. bye.

When my phone rings, I thought

it was you but it wasn't.

2010-04-19T17:31:00.003+08:00

Refer : Picture above.

I miss my naaaaail colour. :(

I can't wait for another holiday and I

want to have another day of choosing colour

for my nails, walking and be aware of the

surroundings, and blowing on my nails frequently

or even try to have a gentle touch on my nails.

I miss those times.

with Zy, especially. Sumpah, kecoh.

So, I reached home early with an intention this few

days. Which is to accompany my dearly grandfather

who had been discharged a week ago.

& we had come to our consensus on who to wash the

dishes, who to cook, who to put the dirty clothes in

the washing machine, who to get it out and put into the

dryer and blablablaaaa.

HAHA!

So, mine was simple, washing the dishes, taking

care of Yayi, give him his medicine when needed,

apply lotions on his hands and make him drinks in

the afternoon and at night.

For now, he's sleeping.

No point rushing home from school after getting

text from Aunt that he's alone at home despite having

dad who is playing the computer very often now.

Last week, in school, we actually finished our

Secondary Maths topics which is Vector, the last

topic and the last I have doubt on.

Finish and Done is different. Done is when we are

done, with understanding all the topics and doing revisions

to make our presentations perfect but for us, I believe

we are FINISHED.

As in, ykno, "You are FINISHED!" kinda thing?

yes. We are FINISHED with Mathematics, with full of

doubts.

For sure I'm going to approach the teachers and ask for help.

;) [ ok, macam paham uh kau. bye. ]

Test Week.

Thursday - Physics Test

Friday - Maths & Mother Tounge Mock Exam.

fml.

Anyway, I've been missing my Netball trainings

because, I need to visit Yayi last two weeks

since he was admitted in NUH for a whole week

without a miss. Despite of being sleepy and lethargic,

I've made it through just to accompany him without

knowing that he is eating alone on the bed cause I simply

could not imagine that. :'(

So, I heard there's Netball tournament? Carnival or

something. Go to hell with it.

I won't be coming for trainings when I feel I shouldn't.

Even coach allow me to do thaaat because of the feelings

of annoying or something like that.

I don't care if Coach or Miss Tan does not allow me to

play for the tournament. I'll simply walk away from the

venue and have fun outside. Who careees?

I fucking have 2 points with me already. (Y)

[ i think. ] HAHHA!

Oh, yaaaa! Did I told you that Mrs Yeo and our Year Head

has planned for our Grad Night? It will be held at a particular

Country Club which is not yet confirmed.

I just hope they won't bubbled us again. pfft.

I'm euphoric when I heard about it.

I love Mrs Yeo. (Y) fake! HAHA!

but seriously, after 3 years of not having her

as my English teacher again, I thought she'll

be strict and vehh vehh strict, kinda thing.

HAHA!

However,

She's not! (Y)(Y)

Fun classsss, I love getting to know

new coool + awesome vocabs.

Don't ask me why.

Talking about schools, I really hope I could made

it for O levels and go to any Poly.

Like, ykno, Temasek Poly for my design courses.

OR Republic Poly, eventho some people said its not

a recommended Poly, but I wanna go for the sake

of Outdoor & Adv [ or smth like that ] or other Sports Courses.

wtf.

I'm jealous after seeing photos of my friends

during their Orientation. :/

No school Uniforms, No strict DMs, No thick thick books,

No teachers, as in, Really Really those Secondary School teachers,

and stuff like thaaaat. & oh Yaaaaa! laptoppps!

cool shit. Only if I can use laptop in my Secondary School life,

you won't be seeing my head on the table sleeping.

ZzzzZZZzz!

okay, fine.

I did talked a lot, did I?

wait, are there visitors in my house?!

are there? are there? lemme check it out.

wait! with my sleeveless and shorts!

NO! WTV. I'm going. BYE!

*waves*

I hate that I love You.

2010-04-17T15:30:00.001+08:00

i love this.

2010-04-09T21:53:00.001+08:00

CONGRATS, ABANG FOR MAKING THROUGH

TOP 24 FOR ANUGERAH SKRIN!

HONSTLY, FOR THE FIRST TIME,
I'M SOOOO HAPPY FOR YOU.
WAIT, NO.. I'M EUPHORIC!
& IDK WHYYYY... :/

LASTLY, I MISS HANGING OUT WITH FEEDAH!

2010-04-07T09:54:00.003+08:00

Again, Feedah helped to cheer me up.

GrandF was admitted to the hospital yesterday.

He was kinda out of breath when he was

waking up YusV.

& for the first time, GrandF ask mummy to

bring him to the clinic/hospital.

If not, he'll always say,

"its only a minor pain. its okay. we'll go later."

However, yesterday was different.

Yesterday, after school, straight to hospital

and waited for Yayi along with Bushu.

Since mummy was taking abang and dad from

home/work.

Hopefully everything will be fine, and

GrandF will be discharged soon.

god willing.

'I think, I Love You'

JOKE!

can't be forgotten.

i wonder why.

HAHA!

2010-04-05T21:27:00.002+08:00

Life have been like a roller coaster.

really. hahaha!

Especially when I'm with Feedah.

*evil grin*

It is inevitable to get rid of doing something

stupid, and disappointed at the end of the

day.

HAHAA!

Okay, I'm tired of school.

I want to sleep 24/7.

I want to watch CintaFitri.

I miss hanging out with Feedah.

& We can't wait for our love letter.

;)

2010-04-01T21:54:00.008+08:00

My friend's birthday has passed.
A number of them. Abang's birthday coming.
I seriously can't wait for mine. :(

Feedah told me she has a surprise for
me on my birthday and she has planned it
long time ago when we went out that day.
About balloons. :)

HAHA!
Honestly, neither a close friend has made a surprised
nor planned to go out during my birthday.
& I guess, Feedah will be the first one? I hope.
HAHAHAHA!

god willing.

--------------------------------------

At the other hand, today is an April Fool day.
Which means, a new month has arrived.
A month more to 'O' level Mother Tounge.
Fuck that. I hate Malay. I can't do it.

{ & friends received nonsensical(?) news from
me, which is obviously supposed to end with,
"April Fool, you FOOL!" HAHA!
Feedah got it. Thrice! or is it twice? HAHA.

ass.

Nevermind, I want everything to end soon.
Then, 6months of holiday will come.
Hooooooray!

Lastly, I met the previous batch of netball team.
I miss them a lot! & I still am now.
We had fun playing with Juniors. I just love it
to play with my team again.

When Madu needs to leave, and when I hugged her,
I actually felt like crying. No, actually my eyes were watery
already. Like seriously!
HAHA! But I tried to control it. Lol.
Next was Syaq, she actually said, GoodLuck for my
Os. I don't know why but I find them sweeet.

( & now, my eyes are watery again! )
HAHA!

I should have really treasure the moments we
had together. Now, they're continuing their studies
either in Poly, or retaking their Os.
Whatever it is, GoodLuck to you girls okay?

ILOVEYOU!
{ i know, we're going to meet again.
god willing.

In conclusion, no one can ever replace my first team.

They will always be my number #1 team, be it in

a good or in a bad term.

2010-03-31T18:05:00.003+08:00

I got this for myself instead of having

a new Sanuk shoe. :/

but nvm, this is what I need.

My phone was going to be dead soon.

HAHA.

I hope I'll get it next month.

2010-03-26T19:11:00.002+08:00

LA BREA

DEL MAR

I wonder which should I choose.

The ones with design or the plain ones.

Help me, Plurkers!

Shit! I got to go!

I got to know that I need to lead

the team today and I'm not ready yet.

I'm going to be late!

*dead*

2010-03-26T15:44:00.003+08:00

Today was okay for me.

Went to school, as usual, met Cika

and went in together.

First period was maths,

studied vector. It was easy for

the introduction and knowing how

to write it in coloumns and stuff.

So yeaaah, need a lot of practice.

& lesson continues..

Social Studies, teacher was absent and

there was a relief teacher. I find him boring

as the subject teacher, therefore, I did my

maths homework which is supposed to be due

today.

Luckily I'm done with it. If not, I couldn't

spend my Saturday outside since there's a lot

of works to be done. -.-

After school, stayed back and did some English,

and met some pathetic people outside. :D

Now, I can't wait for netball later.

Yeay! :D

& not forgetting tomorrow!

Going out with Feedah! hooraaaay! :D

2010-03-25T13:58:00.002+08:00

I absent from school today!

It sucks a lot! :(

I woke up at 7.20 when Cika called.

I want to go to schoooool! :(

Continue sleeping then when I woke

up, I'm having fever! tsk.

I wanna go Netball! wtf. irritating! :(

Seems like I need to stay at home,

and do my art! wallaaaaao.

& oh, do you know that i don't mind what you

said about me and stuff at your facebook?

like seriously, i don't really mind what the others

think about me but yeahh.

You always point fingers at me,

but don't think you're one well-behaved guy.

just fuck off.

2010-03-24T18:50:00.003+08:00

First of all, I would like to wish my dear friend,
Deeyanti, a very big Happy Birthday!

She's 17 today! 1 more year, and you're legal

for anything. ;)

So, today, I was almost late for school, or maybe,

even absent for school! I don't know if my grandf

or mummy did tried to wake me up but I just didn't

realise cause I was too sleepy since I slept at 2 in the

morning yesterday, doing my Art and talking on

the phone with Yaan.

Luckily Feedah called me twice since we're going

to school together. Sort of, waking me up, but she told

me she was already on her way here.

Fortunately, we wasn't late because of me.

cheers!

Tomorrow! Netball! At last!

I feel like as if I have not been playing netball

for a long time.

Its because last week was holiday and we did not

have any training for school except for Taman Jurong's team.

So, had training only once last week!

SOOOOO NOT NORMAL! -.-

Talking about last week's training at Taman Jurong,

I was late for 1 hour. I felt guilty uh, please!

First thing is because I have not ate since morning.

I went to the gym in the afternoon and went to library straight

to do my art.

Since Zy asked me to accompany her to have her dinner,

then why not?! I would not want to starve right?! -.-

So, had dinner and waited for 98.

When the bus reached, after two stops,

the bus actually broke down and we had to get down.

wtf! its spoiled!

Texted Juliani and they waited for me when I reached.

I felt so guilty uh please, eventhough it was my first bloody

time! -.-

Fact is, I just can't wait for tomorrow's training.

Khuz might be coming, I guess. YEAY! :D

i'm euphoric.

'cher, correct or not uh spelling?! hahaha!

okay, bye!

2010-03-23T18:02:00.001+08:00

I want your name to appear on

my cell phone, calling me.

I admit, I hurt someone's feelings

when I was too concentrating on my

studies and being unfair.

2010-03-22T19:48:00.006+08:00

so, last thursday i actually went out

with my dearest bitch and that

was the only picture we had together.

haha! yes, thats me. drew by a friend

of mine.

so, we actually had our lunch at banquet and

walked around. after our stomach has calmed,

we actually slacked at Starbucks and get ourself

a nice drink. & of course, i love my drink! :)

we talked a lot but when our food is right infront of

us, we will naturally kept quiet, and eat

without saying a word. it will be either one of us to

actually break the silence like, "eh, aku dah kenyang,

kau nak rase tak?" which will be always asked by me.

we did a lot of catch up, from schools, to friends,

to foods, to outings, and love life. hahaha!

i just love hanging out with her, and not forgetting

my dearest kj whom i have not been seeing lately

due to my school works and stuff. & obviously,

except for apiq ramos who is in the same class as me.

-.- whatever.

now, i'm still thinking of what to get for my dearest

best friend whose birthday is coming in seven more days,

or in a week. i must get her something nice, this time round.

speaking of birthdays, i won't be able to celebrate my

birthday for another year! saddening uh please.

last year, due to n levels. this year, 'o' level. -.-
in additional, its fasting month! my birthday falls on the second

day of fasting month. wah, best. -.-

mummy said, if my 18th birthday doesn't fall on fasting

month like this year's, she'll have me a big party. haha!

fat hope. action is louder than words, mummy.

wait, is that the correct phrase? haha. okay, whatever.

oh, yar! suddenly it reminds me of my brother, y. brother to

be exact. he's taking n level this year, and i'm really really hoping

that he'll make it to sec 5 and do well for his 'o's. I believe he can

do it, and obviously better than me. however, i'm not sure of what's

going through in his personal/privacy life, but i really hope he'll

read this and realise how hard life will be in the future.

then, it reminds me of this, y. brother's blog.

there's spammers. i noticed that there have been a lot of spammers

around me. i mean, in my friend's blog, and i could not believe

its happening to my own y. brother.

i hate spammers, therefore, i deleted my tagboard.

& now, they disturbed other people's life. i'm not sure

myself of what they actually wants from us.

why did they do this and questions keep questioning after one another.

like what Isa said, community junk? sampah masyarakat?

yeah, something like that. & i totally agree with him.

irritating people.

get a life uh, please. =.=

now, i'm satisfied with my latest update.

wow. kinda long, eh?

it has been a long time since i update what.

so, enjoy! :)

2010-03-17T12:37:00.002+08:00

I have not done any homework yet.
I did some of the parts but not fully done.
I guess, its because of the word 'holiday'.

If not, i believe i'll do it till its done.
-.-

I just need a break uh, please.
Holiday left with 4 days but since
i'm going out on Thursday, i'm left
with 3 days.
& since i'm going to my aunt's place on
Saturday, i'm left with only 2 days to
get my art done, my homeworks done.

i think i'll be an owl tonight.
get my malay done first, then my art.
my maths, i need help from tutor.

then i can enjoy my last 2 days of holiday.
haiyaaaaaaaaaaaa~

hate this.

2010-03-15T00:03:00.001+08:00

lemme tell you this.

i miss someone. & that is

HER!

i miss feedah.

meet up soon okay?

2010-03-07T18:05:00.002+08:00

wasn't a good day yesterday.
& idc whats gonna happen, it won't help
in any way.

friends come and go.
but true friends doesn't.
be it.

don't expect me to entertain/meet/text
you often. i don't even text my boyfriend
that often during school days.

------------------------------------------------------------

Shafiq bought that shoe already!
& its not fair, at all! i hate him. :(
yesterday saw that shoe at marina and
showed Feedah and she said its gorgeous!

yeay!

hopefully will get it as soon as possible.
please, mummy! :(

2010-03-06T12:57:00.002+08:00

this few days, i have been having

a lot of fun talking to my guyfriends

in class, talking about shoes.

& Shafiq introduced me a brand and

i'm soo loving it.

i wanna ask mummy for this since

she's going to get three of us new shoes.

yeay!

tomorrow might be going out with him,

and survey our future-gorgeous-shoe.

& i'm going out later with feedah and

jvs friends. hoooraaaaaaaaaaaah!

2010-03-02T19:26:00.002+08:00

watched sls performance last sunday.

with feedah and asyy.

met naj and mun there.

after watching, had our lunch and off

to esplanade sinc asyy wants to take

pictures by his new camera. -.-

hahahaa.

after awhile, we settled in starbucks

since it was scorching hot.

cannot take it. tsktsk.

i've been very happy this few days.

& I love Feedah! :) :)

she has always been there for me.

& we're going out on Saturday!

yeay! (dance)

2010-02-23T18:37:00.001+08:00

life isn't the same anymore.
i put education as my first priority,
but yet.. nothing is going to be
the same.

i'm sorry.
but i chose this way.

neglected.

2010-02-22T19:50:00.003+08:00

sorry for not updating this blog of mine.

i'm very busy with school stuff that i have very

little time to use the computer.

last saturday, went to edora's party at

warren country club and travelled back to

west coast park to continue the party.

it was great, as i got to meet some people there

including Rifa! ykno, i kno. ;)

surprisingly, she remembers me.

awwwww, thats cute.

& she's very cute! i want to meet her again! :(

all i need is..
happiness.

2010-02-12T20:23:00.002+08:00

i love my hair!

i was shocked after *you*/azreen took this picture.

the colour is back!

my neck and my back hurts.

feedah and *you* should know what happened.

i miss *you* and feedah already.

2010-02-09T22:31:00.002+08:00

i've deleted my tagboard!
yeay!

no comments from ... strangers.
yes, alisya, i can't accept comments
from strangers like you.
:)

i only accept 'em from friends.
thanks banyak banyak to penyeboks.
i'm sorry,but i just hate it.

yesterday, was our first.

i love you.

2010-02-05T16:13:00.003+08:00

i'm happy for dee, my bestest friend

since primary school. she got a course

from rp. she texted me and the other

of her friends too about it.

which shows that she's happy about it.

right, dee?

hopefully we'll be in the same school next

year. & by the time, you're in the 2nd year

while as for me, i'm in the 1st.

it doesn't matter, tho.

iloveyou, friend.

congrats, btw. :)

2010-02-05T14:57:00.005+08:00

a picture took by my brother, yus.

i find it interesting, and idk why. :)

i feel like changing my blogskin, but

i'm lazy. how?!

okay, that's not what i want to blog about

but i think i have a lot to do for school!

damn, i'm dead.

20 observations by Monday.

artist statement by Monday.

two topics for chemistry by Tuesday.

left with only me, for English presentation

on Monday.

& did i tell you i fainted yesterday

in the middle of the game? fuck.

now, still having minor headache. :(

English presentation on Monday !

shyyyyyyyyy! wtf. cause its about our...

crush!

i'm dead. xxx.

2010-02-02T20:02:00.002+08:00

i'm very lethargic.

like really really.

have been shouting and giving

attitudes to team mates.

i'm sorry, but still, i don't really

wish to play. i can't commit anymore.

i can't be serious in games/trainings.

will try to play my best for this last

two matches. will try.

had training after lesson, and ends at

530pm.

meet *him* after that together with

feedah and cak. never boring slacking with

them. like really really. hahaha.

okay, maybe i should stop saying,

"like really really" hahahahaha.

in school today, i'm very hyper, and

i don't know why till i irritate hidayati a lot!

sorry babe.

i cry, i laugh, i smile, i shout, i make funny faces.

thats me. & as usual, a teacher of mine will

shout at me. great. :)

tomorrow, no school but its e-learning.

"schooling" with pyjamas and sleepy eyes.

if i have the time, i'll bath. hahahaha.

if not, with pyjamas uh!

& i can't wait for Thursday!

play soft ball! yeay! favourite! :) :)

2010-01-31T21:50:00.002+08:00

so yesterday was a tiring day for me.

planned deeyan to meet her at 3.30pm

but end up, being me, stuck with her

laptop, she's done with bathing only at

3.20pm.

so met her at 4pm at her void deck and

walked to lakeside mrt.

first plan was to go to town first then to

bugis, for idk what reason. -.-

being deeyan, finkle(?) minded, while we're

on our way, in the train, she have been changing

her mind till her friend saw us and asked for

our accompany to town.

so had our lunch at burger king and it was

superb. after talking and calm our bloated stomach,

deeyan's friend walked off to meet her other friends

and we trained to somerset and straight to 313.

honestly, the place wasn't interesting, exciting.

at all! -.-

waste of time.

deeyan got herself a jacket from uni-qlo.

cool. i saw a striking yellow jacket. lawaaa!

but i have a lot of jacket so, forget it sdah.

after walking around, umar have been calling us,

so head to taman jurong since he's going for his

ns this tuesday. take care uh, umar! hahaha.

met them at around 9pm and slacked while

aidil was busy playing with his remote control car

which worth up to $350+.

decided to make our move at 1045pm and

when i was on my way to the bus stop, he texted me!

yeay! was smiling all the way in the bus.

basically, it was a day with a mixed feelings.

i like!

2010-01-30T13:52:00.002+08:00

he's not in Singapore today.

luckily only for today.

he'll be back soon, I hope.

phone's not ringing,

no one's disturbing me,

no one's irritate me today.

but, deeyan will be going out

wimme later. will be buying smth

for him. *yeay*

so, bye!

2010-01-27T19:09:00.004+08:00

hello people!

i'm sorry for not updating my

rusty blog. like really really sorry.

school have been okay.

trying to be constant myself with studies,

and have not been sleeping and not listening

to teachers and stuff like that.

i'm a goodgirl till my last day of N level papers.

eh, salah! O level! hahaha.

today marks the day my schoolmates, my friends,

got to know their result of their choices.

soon, it will be my turn. & i really can't wait for that.

i want to go for Outdoor Adventure or anything

which has got to do with sports, in RP.

cause i'm not sure of other poly. didn't have the chance

to hold on to the booklet for long since the other of

my friends wants to check out for their courses too.

after secondary school life, i guess, yati and I are

going separate ways since she has been wanting so much

to go for early childhood. however, early childhood will be

one of my choices.

i will get to the course i wanted, only if i do well in

o levels. every time after i look thru those booklets or

brochure(?) of some polytechnics and their courses,

it encourages me to do well and go to the course.

so, i guess.. i shouldn't feel regretful after all.

however, at first, i wanted so much to continue sec 5

because of netball but now, regrets is all i feel for it.

since yesterday.

i love you.

2010-01-20T22:39:00.002+08:00

had a lot of outings with him,

and friends. hahahaa.

but i'm lazy to update about it.

sumpah malas oi.

sorry yerrr..

today went out with Dee.

at last! hahahaha.

with his boyfriend and asyy.

last minute, cousin wants to

tag along since we're watching abang's

performance.

yes, i've watched it twice. :)

happy for him,

that he's enjoying what he's doing.

reached home at 1030.

& my homework is still not done yet.

damn. i'm lazy to do. how?

tsktsssssk.

early release, again! yeay!

but, there's maths tomorrow.

cb. i want to sit in class for

maths! yes, only! how?!

i don't feel like going netball now.

studies much more important for me.

good girl kan? i know.. :)

hahahaha. okay, shuttup.

tomorrow, against jurong west secondary.

hope we'll win. don't want to disappoint

coach and ms tan. really.

okay, whatever it is, i'm glad that i meet

dee today! :) :) :)

stupid thing happened.

darrrnnnnnnnnnn.

2010-01-17T00:28:00.003+08:00

i have a lot to tell.
but its not the right time.
its 12.28am.

i'm sleepy.

i had fun as usual.
be it with school mates or
*you*.

& i love yati!
hahahaha. she has been there
for me. for lessons, after school,
before school, for recess.
thanks bbe! hahahha.

why am i so good today?
okay, bye.

i love surprises, boy.
two surprise in one eh? :)
iloveyou.

2010-01-14T22:41:00.001+08:00

i love you.

2010-01-11T20:36:00.002+08:00

my friends!

last period, went to the hall to take

a look at the O level candidates who

are taking their results.

my express friends did their best

and i want to congratulate them.

am so happy for them really.

especially madu! omg.

am so happy for her.

idk how the hell the top students got

8 distinctions. omg.

as for me, 1 distinction pon tak kan dapat

nyeeeeeee! hahahaa.

okay, now, i can't wait for o levels to be

over. like really really. i don't care if

i can't qualify to poly. like really really.

after school, have netball training!

was kinda excited. sec 1s were there.

idk if they're choosen for our team, but

yeahhh.. whaaatever. :)

end at 6.30pm, and walk back home with

my very heavy bag!

now, my backbone hurts a lot!

*cries*

there's only one of you.

2010-01-08T13:27:00.004+08:00

i'm at home now with hidayati.

waiting for the time to get back to
school and go to NP.
i have nothing to say actually,

i just wanna say thanks to b who

gave me advise and stuffs like

that.

thanks a lot!

& goodluck to her for her results

this coming monday.
same goes to the other o level

candidate.

sorry if you can't read it.

2010-01-06T20:32:00.003+08:00

sumpah aku maseh menyesal naek sec 5.
i seriously need to go ite.
kalau blaja, tapi half-heartedly buat ape siol.
tsktsk.

cam cb.
i hate oral. i hate geo teacher.
like seriously.

how stupid can i be to choose sec 5
when i can't cope and can't be bothered to
stay focus in studies 100%?!

i seriously wants to go ite.
please uh parents....
:(

2010-01-04T19:57:00.003+08:00

asyy was being soooo sweet today.
hahahahha. got to meet him after school
since i need to get some stationaries.

first day of school was okay kinda thing.
& lessons will start tomorrow.
tskk.

got home and i realised that i don't
have confidence for my o level. & now,
no point regretting but still, *entah lar*.

so, asyy was encouraging me to continue
my secondary 5 life. & he do this.

cute kaaaan? i know.
hahahahaa. okay, sorry.

takecare, suckers! :)

2010-01-02T00:26:00.002+08:00

*look picture above*

mum said asyy look just like brother.

asyy said maybe, when brother smiles

that way.

& i'm still in a state of shock.

like, what?! asyy? brother? same?

huh?!

okay, enough.

met asyy at his place this afternoon

together with azreen. slacked for awhile

and wait for cak. wait, no, shafiq.

*be nice, ra.* :)

shafiq came just to send asyy songs

and themes. -.-

*sanggop kau cakkk..*

hahaha.

at 4pm, asyy and i make our move

to jurong point to watch alvin & the chipmunks 2!

but! the queue was damn long uh please!

hahahaha.

so asyy and i went to have our late lunch and

get our stationaries at Popular.

another long queue. -.-

talked talked till we realise that its our turn.

then we decided to go westmall to try our luck

there cause i really want to watch the movie.

so does asyy, i think. hehe.

reached there, & we got our tickets!

asyy was praying and praying before that.

hahahahaha. kecoh. we were laughing

throughout the day.

while waiting for our movie to start,

we slack some where. & as usual, crack jokes

and our forever nonsence, clumsiness and

stuffs like that till we realised our movie

is in 20 minutes time.

rushed back to westmall and chipmunks

& chippettes are cute! :))

it ends at 9pm so we decided to go back

home straight since i'm meeting zy and mummy

at ayza to have my late dinner.

& now, here i am! :)

chatting with asyy.

okay, sorry. i know this entry full of his name.

peace! anyway, its my blog. -.-

2009-12-31T02:58:00.004+08:00

* i just love adidas *

bought my bag just now at jurong point
and thanks to finah flowers for
accompanying me there. not forgetting
suu ketot and dayah. :)

after walk around searching for shoe,
i went lot 1 alone. yes, alone.
search for shoe at cotton on but found none.
how great.

then trained back to vivo to meet asyy.
thought of watching alvin & the chipmunk but,
decided not to cause cousin is sleeping over.
so yeahhhh. don't wish to rush back home.

as usual, disturb cak and stuff like that and
suddenly thought of farah and we get to meet
each other! ykno what, we miss each other!
hahahahaha.

asyy send me back home and meet cousin at
the void deck.

tomorrow is next year.
wow, thats fast.
i hope things will be better.

will write up my goals for 2010 huh?!
yeah, maybe i should.

won't be going out tomorrow.
karaoke till night with cousin. cool or whaaat?!

asyy, i miss you too asshole.

2009-12-29T19:07:00.002+08:00

did i tell you readers that i'm back?

hahahaa. had fun at kl for three straight

days but at the same time i wanted

so much to get back to singapore and

get messages from friends and him.

shop quite a lot.

got myself an over-sized shirt, pants,

perfume, watch for us and some bangles.

i love it. i got things that i need.

last day, when we reached malaysia custom,

i was already holding on to my phone,

hoping to get network for my phone.

minutes later, phone starts to vibrate non-stop

and got a call from cousin.

changed that for sleepover. & she's coming tomorrow!

yessssa!

but at the same time, i can't spend my day

with my kj for this year's countdown.

we'll see how. can't promise you guys anything yet.

today, bought my school books.

yes, made up my decision to continue to sec 5.

lazy, and at the same time, excited.

met asyy, fiqah, sharul and cak just now at jp and survey

shoes and bags for school.

might be getting everlast bag and levi's shoe.

will consider about it again.

might be buying tomorrow. *lazyyy*

but at the same time, meeting asyy tomorrow

after his briefing at his new campus and we're gonna

watch Alvin & the chipmunks 2.

can't wait. can't wait.

(!!!)

2009-12-26T08:18:00.003+08:00

i'm going kl in 30 minutes time and

i took this chance to update my blog a little.

i'm going to miss my ben, *look above*.

he has been there for me and stuff like that.

& at the brighter side, i'm bringing his

jacket along. i like that! i like that.

10 more minutes, and i'm calling him.

waking him up. luckyyy~

can talk for awhile. hahahaha.

now, i really really can't wait to come back.

when i'm back, we're going to watch

Alvin & the Chipmunk 2 !

godwilling.

ykno, ily.

i kno, youlovemetoo.

2009-12-24T23:05:00.005+08:00

i had fun this few days.
really. for this two days.
wednesday and thursday.
:)

wednesday, accompanied naj to
lavender together with her mum and mine.
get her passport done, and luck was on
our side, ehhhhh? hahahaa.

is so happy that she can still follow us.
yessaaaa! hahahaa.

then aft that had our lunch, i was
so hungry uh please.
ate like pig, no fake. shuttup.
eat till im full and told mummy to send
me to bugis mrt station.

met some of my classmates in train.
was so happy to meet 'em.

reached east coast, slack, eat.
had fun together. i hope we'll meet
again some day. really!

miss 'em already seh.
hahahaa.

then today, thursday,
went sentosa. with friends.
was so kecoh uh please.

went to tanjung beach.
got the wrong tram like twice!
hahaha. we thought we missed the beach,
so we thought we'll have another same ride.

then we realised, we took the wrong tram.
fuck. hahahaha.

played at the side of the sea, till i got
pushed. fuck. was soooo cold uh please.
no, actually, i was carried and they threw

me in the sea. jahat right? -.-

took pictures, videos.
they was sooo funny. hahaha.

hope i can upload my video.
so lambat sia.
specially for me, right Asy? right Azreen?

as per normal, bad romance!
they irritate me. babi.
HAHAHAA.

& guess what! i'm going kl in 2 days time!
hahahaha. yeay-ness!

2009-12-22T21:30:00.002+08:00

GOOD NEWS !!

people.

tomorrow, mediacorp is

giving away free ticket for

Singapore Idol Final from 6pm

onwards.

get the ticket at the reception.

& 1 person can get up to 4 tickets.

note from my brother, aidil.

;)

2009-12-21T20:21:00.003+08:00

i can't wait for holiday to kl.

i wanna shop.

:'(

now, hopefully pricipal will

approve me to go sec 5.

please. please.

& in case, not,

i've apply for higher nitec

and nitec courses.

2009-12-19T14:28:00.003+08:00

i passed.

have not make up my decision.

i just can't.

i can't made up my mind.

wtf.

i got 16 points.

idk if its good enough.

i don't want to struggle for os.

but, i think its safe with o level cert.

whaaaaaat?

idk.

most probably to sec 5.

so, i can play netball with 'em again!

hooooraaaaaaaay! :)

& whaaat?

i'm the only sec 5?

eh, aah sia!

omg, i'll miss the rest.

2009-12-18T00:13:00.000+08:00

today is the day!
wtf.wtf.wtf..

2009-12-17T21:24:00.003+08:00

the day has come.

results day.

its tomorrow!

no more celebrations.

(refer to the chocolate!)
:D

if i pass, i'll be happy.

proud of myself that i

can make my family happy.

but, if i fail, i guess i should

accept the fact and move on.

to ite. if my results are worse,

i guess i want to retake.

& i won't play around anymore.

god willing.

i'll know everything by tomorrow.

i'm nervous. like really really.

okay, whatever.

today, met fiqah, mai and asy.

its fun being with 'em.

very friendly and gerek people.

slack at the park beside j. point til

close to 6pm and fiqah and mai need to

go off.

so asy and i slacked at his area with

azreen and two of his friends.

they played guitar, singsing

til i decided to make my move.

bus-ed back and met adek at the void

deck since has wants to meet me.

hahhahahaa. funny.

& now, i'm home.

waiting for the time to sleep.

waiting for someone to online.

waiting for tomorrow to get my result slip.

wish me luck, people.

2009-12-16T13:41:00.004+08:00

Yesterday, went to Redhill.
as usual, to grandparent's place.

was so kecoh, as usual.
then webcam-ed.
& chat with Fiqah.

i loooove her!
& we're meeting tomorrow.
yeay! :)

i can't wait! i can't wait!
like seriously! :)

J. Point tomorrow!
woohooooo~

& i love fiqah!
looove chatting with her.
yeay! hahaha.

2009-12-15T21:05:00.001+08:00

N level Results.
18 July, 1430pm.

sumpah aku takot.
k, bye.

2009-12-15T13:49:00.003+08:00

i want yesterday to happen again!

everything was perfect.

eventhough we were searching for

macdonalds around orchard, walk for

hours, all of us had fun.

i like.

hahahaha.

maybe there's people who is jealous

by looking at me and him.

but, wth? we don't care.

i love yesterday.

yeay! wait, double yeay.

yeay! yeay! :}

2009-12-14T23:48:00.002+08:00

YEAY! I've met my bbes this few days.
Dee, Kiddy, Naj and Zy!

omg, i'm so happy.

dee and kiddy yesterday, at sentosa.
as for today, kiddy, naj and zy!
wow. i'm so happy.

& i met asyraaf too!
omg. so happy to meet him.
and, i've made a lot of new friends.
kiddy's and asyraaf's.

i'm a happy happy girl.
(dance)

and, wait!
they said result is on 17th.
mane satu betol nie?!
:(

2009-12-13T01:18:00.005+08:00

currently, i'm at dee's crib.

& now, she's already asleep.

hahahaa.

chat with brotha!

kinda cute. hahaha.

really.

he misses me.

aww, so sweet of you, brotha!

hahahahaa. he said, there's

no one will sleep late with him.

same goes to mummy.

she says no one will talk to her.

oh, c'mon!

i'm not away like for a month,

or even a week! its only for a day!

-.-

hahaha. its okay.

i understand.

will be back as soon as possible

tomorrow. don't worry. :D

after sentosa, back home straight.

i bet i'll be sleepy.

*wink*

2009-12-12T14:10:00.002+08:00

i think i'm beginning to love my

senget fringe already.

i can't wait for the sleepover at dee's

crib. like really really uh.

we planned not to sleep at night,

but i know it won't work uh.

hahahaha.

sentosa on sunday.

another yeay!

okay bbye for now.

i wanna eat my maggie with

nuggets. (!!!) :)

2009-12-11T22:22:00.002+08:00

Some webcam photos i've yet

to uploaaaaaaaaad. so here it is!

tomorrow, over night at

dee's crib since we're going sentosa

on sunday with her boyfriend and friends.

yeay! so excited! :)

2009-12-11T18:06:00.002+08:00

Now, i feel like shifting to tumblr.

but i think i prefer blogger.

but but i think i love tumblr.

but now, i feel like changing my blogskin.

what now? hrrrrmmmmmm..

2009-12-11T17:58:00.002+08:00

i read atq's tumblr.
and this is what i got when i
followed one of the chart.

we need to pick the month
i was born in.

August - I ran naked with...

then...
the day i was born on.

12 - the trojan man

and lastly..
the colour of my top i'm wearing.

Red - because i have amazing boobs

HAHAHAHAHA.

"i ran naked with a trojan man because i have amazing boobs."
wtf.
hahahaha.

2009-12-11T17:41:00.003+08:00

So, thats how Robots reproduce.

(rock) - plurk user will understand.

cute ehhhhhhh?

hahahaha.

got it from dee.

wth.

might be going Sentosa on Sunday

with dee and her boyfriend and friends.

god willing.

its has been days, i stayed at home.

good girl, huhh? hahahhaha.

today marks exactly 1 week to results.

i can't wait. i'm nervous.

i've prepared for the worse.

now, all i have to do is wait for the day.

*sighhhhhhhhhh*

2009-12-10T17:59:00.001+08:00

meeting dee!
yeay!
& Atq & Potek(Azri).
:D

2009-12-09T12:36:00.004+08:00

slept at 4 in the morn yesterday.
abang was showing me some funny video.

this is the link of the video.
go view other video of him.
his video will make your day!
HAHA.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BCZWtTxSFq8

& this,
a video of the song Love in this Club, but Indian Version.
hahahahha.

2009-12-07T22:35:00.002+08:00

Woke up close to 1 pm today.
Naj & Mun came by to karaoke at
my crib at about 4pm.

We had fun, as usual and dee joined
us too. for awhile, i mean before she
meet her boyfriend.
hope they're doing fine there. :)

after having fun, at about 8, i went out
to taman jurong to meet aidil since he's
going ns tomorrow. shocking news uh
please.

meet wan first, then walked together
and meet them. tika, umar, aidil, tifin and
wan and 4 other guys were there.
just to meet our special v.i.p of the day, aidil.

wan said he looked like avatar but actually
he looked kinda cute plus weird since all of us
are used to look at him with his long hair.
hahahha.

dee's friend, safari are going ns too.

next will be umar's turn. hahahaha.
tak saba nak tengok kau botak ! hahaha.

to wan and tifin, thanks for accompanying me
to the bus stop and wait for the bus for
freaking 15 minutes. -.-
sumpah lembab.

& sumpah i'm glad to meet aidil.
after sooooo long of not meeting him.
yeay!

& i'm so going to miss his "bau kaki" song.
hahahahahaa.

still you.

2009-12-05T11:25:00.003+08:00

Actually, its lame as you.

HAHAHA.

kan, you?

so yeah, yesterday met him,

and get our tix. we bought it

on the time the show starts.

we're lucky that it has not started

yet. :D

btw, nice meeting you buddy.

hahahahaa.

so today, i'm not sure if shimah still

wants to go and apply for Sentosa,

so i'll be watching NM again.

yeay! then if shimah still wants to apply,

i'll meet her for awhile and off to meet

FarahDee.

yeay! dah lame oi tak nampak die.

hahahahaha. can't wait can't wait. :}

2009-12-04T22:09:00.002+08:00

i have nothing to update.
i'm bored. watched new moon.
& it was woooooow kinda thing.

i was distracted by yaan.
irrit, buat bising. hahaa.

EC is cute. so does Jac.
*melt*

hahaha.
i feel like watching again.
:(

2009-12-04T14:07:00.003+08:00

to that know-it-all-bitch who tagged my blog, ifah.

kalau kau nak bbal taik ngan aku, & pasal aku,
bbal depan depan uh girl, tak perlu uh nak tag tag
aku.

kau nak bbal pasal aku, bbal uh, kau tak yar nak
cakap kawan aku gitu. kau jealous pe die hot?
abeh nak step cakap kau lebih lawa dari kiter.
eh, kiwak.. lawa tak lawa, tak pasal uh sial.

at least prangai kite lebih lawa dari kau nye lar.
siak siak.

kau takde keje pe nak spam spam orang?
nak bbal, bbal depan depan uh pompan.

abeh nak step cakap semue orang tau aku
punye prangai. bilang aku uh sial ape korang tau.
bbal macam paham!

nak cakap aku flirt? eh kiwaaaaak, takde time
lar nak flirt flirt. takde laki pon aku tak pasal uh sial.
kau nak pe tuh laki? amek lar sial.
tuh pon kalau die nak kawan ngan pompan cam
kau!

eh babi, jalan sudah eh kau.
jangan nak sebok sebok kat blog aku.
menyemaaak je.

bbye, to the bitch who knows-it-all.

2009-12-03T13:14:00.005+08:00

to some, maybe you should know that

today's plan is cancelled AGAIN.

he need to go Singapore Poly, for whatever

reasons.

but its okay.

he has promised this time round.

we're going tomorrow.

make sureee. :}

i simply can't wait.

like really lar. -.-

its okay.

its tomorrow! its tomorrow!

yeay!

LG = mat bubble.

hahaha.

2009-12-02T23:20:00.003+08:00

I THINK I MISS FARAHDEE.

NO, NOT THINK.

I REALLY REALLY MISS FARAHDEE.

SHE HAVE BEEN WORKING ALL THIS WHILE.

TWO JOBS. TUTOR, & IN GV.

WAAAAH, A LOT OF CASH MUST BE ON

HER WAY, HUH?! HAHAHAHA.

I REALLY HOPE WE'LL MEET UP SOON, BF.

I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU. I MISS YOU.

HOPE YOU'RE JUST FINE NOW.

YOU'LL BE JUST FINE WITH THE WORK SOON.

I THINK, YOU'RE OKAY ALREADY. RIGHT?

HAHAHA.

MUST TREAT ME ON YOUR FIRST SALARY

OKAAAAAAAY? HAHAHAHAHA.

MUAHMUAAAAAH. SAYANG LU UH, MINAH.

not forgetting my other bitches,

Naj, Zy & Deeyanti.

i miss you girls. *hearts*

New Moon tomorrow.

yeay! yeay!

2009-12-02T15:17:00.003+08:00

mum & dad have been working too much
that our car need to have a repair.
minor accident occured yesterday.

& mummy need our help just now,
so adek and i was prolly laughing because
of small things. & we don't know why.

adek wanted so much to play in the rain,
but i reject when he asked me to play along.
i'm scared of thunder lar, please.

& something cute happened when only the
two of us at home just now.
we were running from kitchen to room, & to
another room, & end up, we scare each other.

which ended with laughters.
hahahaa. cute or what?!

mummy told me to cook maggie for adek
since he's a 24/7 eater. hahaha.

& now, he's disturbing me with his silly faces.
& hear that? he's getting some food again!
hahahaha. adek, adek.
cute bodoh kaaaaaaaaaau.

never wish to lose a brother

like him. :}

2009-12-02T11:59:00.005+08:00

i think, those 2 robots are cute.

hahahaha.

16 more days to N level results.

& i think, i'm starting to feel nervous.

two weeks aren't long.

even if i tried to think optimistic,

i still have the feelings that i couldn't make

it for sec 5.

whatthefuck.whatthefuck.

seriously, i'm nervous.

but at the other hand, at last, after

so much of cancelling our plans, tomorrow!

3rd Dec! yeay! New Moon!

we'll be going to watch it at Jurong Point,

i think. if not, Lot 1?

maybe. idk lar that lame guy.

HAHAHA. sorry! :)

2009-12-02T00:21:00.001+08:00

16 more days to N Level result.

what the Fuck.

i'm nervous. ITE? Sec 5?

good news please.

i need good news!

2009-12-01T13:53:00.007+08:00

I woke up late today.

i guess i'm too tired yesterday

night and you should know what

i did.

hahahaa.

will be meeting Shimah later.

to Raffles and Vivo, i think.

yeay!

i have nothing much to say.

like really really uh.

lame sia have blog, but nothing

to say. pissed. HAHAHA.

okay, shuttup.

i realised, you're the first thing

in my mind everytime i woke up

in the morning.

wanting to hear your voice.

hear you laugh is like heaven.

i just want to know.

is this love?

or is it, feeling of love to a friend?

i'm not sure myself.

2009-11-30T12:56:00.002+08:00

i have no mood to go out since i'm

suffering from this cramps.

yesterday, naj came by my house and

we karaoke-d. had fun, as usual.

as for today, maybe will accompany

brother since he wants to eat McDonalds.

random sia die.

if not, will just slack at home.

yeay!

been talking otp and sleep close to

4 in the morn, this days.

& yesterday was fuuuun. i think, i was

sleepy til i talked nonsense and he

laughed all the way.

wtf. i know.

hahahaha.

& now, i'm waiting for you to

finish eating! HAHA.

cepat lar, faggot!

2009-11-28T17:04:00.002+08:00

I've been spending my day sitting right

infront of the computer, searching for new songs.

Been in MTV website since 4pm just now.

okay, thats a random thing to saay.

got some new songs in my phone now.

yeay!

taking my aunt later at airport.

today's date to New Moon cancelled since

i don't wish to rush back to Jurong or Redhill

by 8pm. so, we'll be watching tomorrow.

yesterday, slept at 4 in the morning.

as usual talk on the phone with my lame friend.

yeay-ed! hahahaa.

while eating with abang, he said he heard

me laughing which creeps him out.

HAHAHA. he thought it was, ykno.. hahaha.

sorry, brotha! ;}

now, now..

i can't wait. for everything.

2009-11-27T17:12:00.002+08:00

i don't feel the same.
its just a feeling which last for a moment.
excited to have a new friend.
maybe. thats all.

however, tomorrow, going to catch
a movie with him.
then, at night will be taking aunt from
Perth, Australia at Changi Airport.

yeay!

2009-11-26T22:20:00.002+08:00

bbye for now.
will update if i really really
feel like blogging.

2009-11-26T12:47:00.003+08:00

i think i won't be updating my blog
till 18 dec. the day i'll be receiving my result.
i'm lazy, i don't feel like blogging.

maybe i do but not now.

to my nephew, Akief.
all the best for your PSLE result.
;}

2009-11-25T18:15:00.001+08:00

today i caught myself smiling for no reason.

i realised that i was thinking about you and your

lame jokes. :}

2009-11-25T14:47:00.000+08:00

he's not but

he's still my current obsession.

2009-11-25T13:22:00.001+08:00

found this on FYY's blog.

& i thing its true.

they're limited edition,

& i want them.

hahahahaa.

2009-11-25T12:44:00.005+08:00

slept at 4 in the morn and i'm unhappy about it.
but one message make me grin, just for awhile.
juuuuuust for awhileee.

missed.

2009-11-24T23:18:00.002+08:00

no wonder people hates you, bbe.

orang tak bersalah pon, kau nak bbal taik pasal

dorang. ape sia abang aku buat kat kau sampai

kau kate die ngan Fathin, kau kate die

nak popularity. fuck uh lu, minah.

kau tak tau ape ape, diam lar.

slamat nie semue dah over, kalau tak,

aku dah maki maki kau lar sial.

muke je baeeeeeeeeeeeek.

cibaaaaaaaaaai!

NOT FOR my girls.

ITS FOR ONE OF HONGKAH BITCHES.

siaksiak. tak perlu uh nak bbal pasal abang

aku. cb. tak tau ape ape diam sdaaaaah.

baek baek ngan kau pon takde gune

uh Di.

2009-11-24T23:08:00.000+08:00

total. disappointment.

2009-11-24T17:17:00.000+08:00

promises are meant to be broken,

huh? & i hate it.

2009-11-24T11:48:00.002+08:00

Yesterday was spent beautifully.
Shopping for Farah, window shop for me.
Shopped at Bugis, Penin & at night,
we went to vivo.

by the time i was lethargic.
like really really. till that someone
texted me, at least he brighten up
a lil bit of my day more.

Reached home at 1130 since i saw
adek and friends slacking, and I joined
them for awhile.
cool eh deeeeek?
hahahaa.

later, will be having a BBQ at Bukit Batok
for Netball seniors. hope it will be
fun lar, huh? ;D

i believe, the right guy will make me feel good.

but not, saying that i've changed blablablaaaaa~

thankyou.

2009-11-23T13:00:00.001+08:00

woke up early today.
11.30, the earliest for the month.
distracted by some unnecessary
messages. *erghhhh*

irritated.

going out later.
yeay! :D

waiting for my phone to ringggg~

& it has ring. :D

2009-11-22T13:50:00.000+08:00

current obsession.

HAHAH.

2009-11-22T13:00:00.000+08:00

when i look at your pictures,

my heart smiles, wanting to hear
for your voice.

2009-11-22T02:15:00.000+08:00

found this in dee's blog.

& i find it sweeeet.

another suuweeeeeeet day.

going Sentosa!

hopefully ______________,

just to make me smile.

2009-11-21T14:04:00.000+08:00

Going out with Wan, An & Zy later.
Cancel plan with him to go Nenek's house but
then, this guys have been pestering me to go.

fuck.

i'm scared if he thinks
differently now.

2009-11-21T13:26:00.000+08:00

New friend, Sufian..

know him as Yan.

Having a friend like him is,

fun and not to worry much.

cause he was there for me

when I can't sleep at night since

I'm suffering from insomnia.

HAHAHA, FAKE!

but, yeah..

i appreciate it when you

accompany me yesterday till

3 in the morn.

thanks eh?

hope i'll get to know you better,

friend. :}

thats all for now.

see ya!

2009-11-19T20:57:00.000+08:00

Met FarahD at 3.30 just now to
go to my Grandparent's crib.
Yes, to my grandp's crib.
HAHAHA.

Played around with Ilhan, since
his brother not back from school.

Made our move close to 7pm
since she's meeting her cousin at
Clementi.

I thought I'm going back straight
but his waiting for me at J. East.
Thanks, ;}

Walked from J. East to our estate.
Long walk, huh? tiring lar please.
-.-

Had some plans together
on Saturday. yeaynesss!
Watching Paranormal Activity or
something like that.
At Vivo! YEAY. Happy lar, okay!
:D

Reached home early since I'll be going
Grad Day tomorrow. Receiving an award.
*sigh*
Ms Tan called earlier of the day to tell me
about this. omg.
Lazy lar, can?

Uniform not ironed.
laaaaaaaazy!

2009-11-19T14:36:00.001+08:00

brother = no brain.
cb cb.

never i will help him,
& be nice towards him
after what happened
on that night.

fuck off, brother.